Sas [she/her]

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Cake day: July 4th, 2023

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  • I’ve been struggling with that a lot recently. As a child I’d always left family gatherings to play on my own and in school I’ve always stimmed without knowing what that was to stay afloat. I didn’t know what sensory overload is but somehow managed to avoid it for the most part of my life.

    Recently our company has grown a lot and a lot more people are at the office so we’ve done a lot of mixed meetings where part was there in person and the rest through a video system with speakers and that setup fucked me up completely.

    I’ve left one of those meetings before to join through my notebook because i couldn’t handle it anymore and asked our team for barrier free stuff for help. They didn’t find anything they could do but i remembered that i kept drawing/doodling in school so i tried doing that during an especially harsh one of those meetings and it kind of worked and calmed me enough to survive the meeting. There were even people talking over each other which especially fucks me up and i still survived thanks to doodling 💜



  • Trackmania. It’s one of my favourite games from my childhood but it being Ubisoft destroyed the whole thing for me. First the version I was playing didn’t really work anymore and i got the version after. Then somehow i had license troubles, so switched to trackmania forever which has a horrendous main menu design and now the new cool shit and activity is all on the newest version which has a subscription model and it automatically connects to a Ubisoft Account I don’t have access to. I think because i have Linux it automatically skips their launcher so i can’t switch accounts. Also I dislike Ubisoft in general and the new one is the first time I noticed it even being a Ubisoft Game. Sorry for the rant




  • Agreed but i feel at least in scrum theory it is encouraged to have a T of skills with deep knowledge about your speciality and shallow but for basic stuff sufficient knowledge in the rest of skills in the stack. So i think it is known that full stack doesn’t mean master of everything. But yeah it’s impossible to master everything. My skill gets smaller the further i stay from the frontend. Like I can get backend tasks done but tell me to write a plsql package and I’m gonna have to learn a lot of new shit